It Seems...

It seems almost all the time that something is seeming like something else. It seems like a coincidence to me that the same time I get that weird feeling I also felt like blogging. I mean it just seems like that, both haven't happened in a while. Coincidence or what?

See I think I've mentioned that weird feeling before I believe. It's just totally weird all these dystopias must have brought it upon me. Watched the Hunger Games ( I liked it well done) and reading 1984 (I do enjoy reading this book) and when my dad offered me a piece of salami I said yes, took it looked at it and went into a deep period of reflection. The weirdest part? I can't even really say what this deep period was about. You are all freaking out right now, I know it. You're all wondering why you talk to this kid and what is wrong with him. Who trips out when looking at salami? That ain't right. I need a shrink, straight up. These moments are weird I just get this rush of somber feelings and looking for an answer to a question that hasn't been asked. How am I suppose to find an answer to a question I don't know? (There are a lot of answers in this world by the way). Anyway I'm actually pretty proud of how I was able to portray my feelings. It seems I've discovered the answer to one question. But seeming is just seeming.

It seems I just almost deleted my entire last paragraph (of which I was totally pleased in writing), and was about to cry because it was written so beautifully. (I bit my pointer finger in expression of concern). CTRL Z is my new best friend. Thank heavens for blessing a man with the ability to think of a button that undoes mistakes. Then again I just realized blogger is kind enough to save your blog a million times. What a drama queen I am.  Goodness Gracious.

Back on track. It seems like when I'm busy and don't blog a lot of my friends and people I follow seem to be the same way. How Crazy!!! It just seems that way though. Really though I find that kind of weird.

A quick moment of not seeming and speaking truth. WZRD released its album and if you are the type who would like it I'm sure you've already listened to it. So why do I point out its release? Just in case you haven't checked it out! You may not like it its very different from the old Cudi. Its his rock album but you know what? I like it, quite a bit actually and its nice to see a lot of positive lyrics from Cudi and to have a good album like this. Good work. Check it out it deserves a shot at the very least. As a follower of Cudi on Twitter I'm glad to see how good things SEEM to be going for him, but he says he is happy, so that just makes me happy. (See I cheer for Cudi a lot because his music has played such a part in my life, so I will continue to cheer with him and be sad with him if needs be). Thanks Cudi.

It seems that Hunger Games released a great album! All the songs fit the somber feel and tone of the book in general. I think it is a really excellent album, but I can't say because I haven't heard all songs in their entirety, but what I've heard I really enjoy. It has a lot of big name artists and I love the feel of the lyrics and instrumentals and the messages presented. I really like what I've heard so give that check out as well.

It seems I always write longer posts then I plan on writing.

It seems I have a hope that several people will read this. We can all dream right?

It seems I really enjoy dystopias. Something about survival and the strong messages presented a blog idea to go more in depth about? It would seem likely but who knows the next time I feel like blogging and my life is in a different place and has a different feel. Even that sentence is bringing new topics and ideas into my head. So maybe if I actually write for the next month or two I have some topics. but after all seeming is just seeming.

I'm confident in most seeming of course that is a double use, (if that makes sense) but it is true none the less. Seeming doesn't always work out, but what seems to be usually tends to be. Not always though. :]

Peace. (drops Mic)

P.S. See the rebellion? I just broke a hundred dollar mic, I'm not suppose to drop expensive things, the people would get mad. Not suppose to do that. (rebellion often occurs in dystopias). Just sayin' I must really like them.

For Real Doe.

Where is the Snow?

Well this an odd turn of events, I had total plans to get home from the Christmas Dance and go pretend skate it up for maybe about in hour, and I got home and I was like "nah, nah, lets just go blog, it sounds nice to blog, yeah lets do that." Amazingly enough I totally followed through and I did have an amazing self dialouge and it deserved to be in quotations.

Lets just put this out there becuase it deserves to be put out there and it needs to be put out there right now. Its simple and maybe dramatic for most of our situations but its just great and positive and happy. and simple truth. "If you got to think twice about life, something really ain't right, you don't need no help, you can be better all by yourself" - Scott (Kid Cudi) Mescudi You just need to hear the whole song.

You know its pretty simple the dance was fun, my dancing sucks but it was still fun, and yet part of me still feels like I look somewhat cool when I do my horrible moves. Not going to lie either I was slaying it with my freestyle tonight, flow isn't the best, my rhyming doesn't always make sense but trust me I slayed it, just not very many people heard it... So don't worry my swaggerism, was pretty sweet, have to love a grey suit.
So why at the same time does it all feel so complex? I just don't know how to feel about growing up, I'm pretty excited to get out and do my own thing, but life now is pretty easy and just a ton of fun, and I'm always worried to be missing out on life. Oh well, random rants won't get anywhere.

Seriously though where is the snow? I feel like I can't get in the Christmas spirit. Its just not the same without snow and Christmas is only like 14 days away, goodness gracious, I need some snow I'm going to lose it, heck its freezing cold why not have some snow?

Man and Christmas spirit is what I'm really looking for right now, so friends look out for me, I need fires, Christmas songs, smiles, warm sweaters, movies and other great things. I also would like to continue to looking for something to do as some sort of service project with a group of friends, or something small, or just a bunch of small ideas, so if your looking for brainstorming oppertunity here it is. Yes I'm giving you the chance to do something for me, what else could you ask for.

Hope you've enjoyed I will try to give a focussed topic next time and spill my heart into it, other then that continue to be great and enjoying life.

Holy Hannah

I just have so much to say (not that I've never said that before). Its true so much has happened, and I want to say a lot, and then I'm trying to decide what's actually good to say, inspirational, funny, something you don't already know, and just actually makes sense (I could live with something that doesn't make sense but sounds and feels so profound you just have to be awed by it). Lets just type and see where that takes me eh?

First off I apologize to those who like to hear from me and love to read this blog (love may be an overstatement, clearly I don't have enough love or I could turn blogging into a profession and 50,000 people would read my blog, approx. 10 sounds friendlier). So I am truly sorry its been since Oct. 9, that's way too long, not a sing post in November? Am I not even grateful? I kept feeling like posting and then I would get on and that desire was gone, my bad, wheres my drive at? Enough. We haven't even gotten to the meat of this post.

My new favorite and common fake swear are Snap Dragon, I do enjoy it, holy hannah takes a close second (the fact that both words star with an H is a plus for sure).

A few too many people read my personal essay for English, it clearly didn't get the message across, I don't think anyone will quite understand the weight of that story and what it means, words aren't emotions, even if they bring them out. Crazy stories anyway.

Now where I go from here I'm unsure where to go, in fact I didn't want to make the decision so I played a video Skateboard game, so I could think about that decision, I didn't really think about it. So lets just go with this.

I've felt lazy lately, I don't know what it is, I've been doing a lot. It just feels like I've missed out on somethings. See I've been playing a lot of sports with just about everybody and that's good because exercise is great. I need to stop babbling and try to find a great way to say this, but I can't find that so I'm just saying it. I need some service or something. But I just keep missing. I had total plans to help with Guadalupe and I just missed it? Its like it just snuck up, nobody talked to me about it, and I don't work for two weeks and then all of a sudden I have to work the day of the all important meeting, wish I heard that announcement, and yet I was still just lazy about not getting into it. See I want this great service opportunity but then I also don't feel like diving into something. Its weird I'm busy and doing a lot, but I feel lazy. Man basically there is no strong message here, what a waste Justin. And don't look at me like I'm just trying to get my life story out here and I have nothing better to do. I just really felt like this was going to go somewhere and it went nowhere. I could live if you didn't read this section but no point in deleting it. So basically find something hopefully I get my weird problems worked out. Not that these are really even problems. Maybe this will clear up one day, and I can tell you all about it.

PHEW, what was^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ that^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ all about? Man, I don't know if I've ever blogged or wrote anything so atrocious, comfort me if possible.

Anywho the best news is Cudi featuring in an awesome song, by Dia Frampton and let me tell you, its just straight up awesome. I've got some great Cudi lyrics that I love and adore but I'm not sure if I've ever heard more positive and uplifting lyrics from him, its a good song, and did I mention that Dia Frampton's part is amazing as well? Man isn't that crazy. Song drops the 6th. But here's a link to it.

http://blog.music.aol.com/2011/11/30/the-voice-dia-frampton-dont-kick-the-chair-feat-kid-cudi/

To add on to this awesome song is an awesome lyric video, it's very well put together and I would recommend reading them.

So my life story is over for now, I will try to blog more and get things in order. You all have a great and wonderful everything.

Seven Plus or Minus Two

Hmmm... So I've been tagged to share seven random facts about myself... I'm not sure if I totally know what this thing is so I'm going to wing it. So we're totally going on a wing it basis. I'm also awfully concerned I'm sure you people all dream about seven random facts to share about yourselves but I have no idea what to post! Wing wing wing...

• I just barely started to dream of true aggiing(s.p, then again you can't spell non-existent words) until I learned what Carli did to the statue.
• One of the most upsetting things to me is when I hear an awesome song and I can never find out what it is and never find it again. Yeah I hate it.
• In the days of my youth I was a cry baby.
• I'm far too sensitive for a high school boy whom loves sports.
• I'm VL and soooooo proud! Oh man I just belong in Provo, which my sister would totally kill me if I went there.
• I'm the most secure, insecure person I know, its really a crazy complex and I'm not sure if I want to give details but maybe one day I will.
• I think people are idiots who ask me if I liked my decision of choosing Viewmont over Davis. 2 reasons why: 1. Some of them are Davis Parents who think I'm an idiot for choosing Viewmont 2. Because I've never actually been the Davis and can't truly compare but yes I do love Viewmont.
• Sometimes I dream of being an MVP football or basketball player, and sometimes being the really outgoing, funny, nice, dreamy, cool awesome person in high school whom everybody knows and loves. But who needs those things.

Yeah that's right, I posted 8 facts. What can I say... RULE BREAKER. Gosh I'm Bad! Provo would never accept me. Really I'm sorry that was a pretty lame list, but you know what that was pretty awesome if I do say so myself.
I tag: Morgan, Miriam, Abi, and Rachel (Although I can't read that blog because I've not yet been invited and I believe I need to be to be able to read it).

P.S. Seven plus or minus two is the general amount of list items that humans can store in their short term memory, (ever wonder why phone numbers are seven digits?) That's just a little AP Psych study help for those who will need it.

3%

ITS the 50th post, I feel like I get confetti, screaming, cheering, and a load of cash. Sadly I realize I get nothing, thanks anyway.

Facts of 3: (I like Google)

• The letters A F H K N Y Z are all made out of 3 lines.


• Oaths are traditionally repeated 3 times.


• It is a prime number

My Facts of 3: (as they come to my head)

• 333 x 2= 666 the devil's number. darn 3's would be associated with evil.


• 3 kids my parents do have.


• Play Station has 3 consoles.


• The longer I stare at 3 the more and more it looks like a perfect top to a heart.

I promise to shake things up, this was going to be just a deep post but I have to get the goofy in with the serious so you have insanely pointless facts on three. Not the number just three.

So let me tell you what 3 is. More importantly 3% I had this awesome meeting at work where we discussed life, and importantly family life. Now the funny thing is that 3% does not come from this meeting it comes from another meeting. But after this meeting I feel like inspiration hit harder then it has ever before. It was time to go home and get to the doing. The frustrating thing is that a dear friend of mine can't get it through their head that if they did a few things, their life would be so much better and happier, but they are too (explicitave) stubborn. Of course it many deep and meaningful lessons have come to my mind that could be shared. But this one has stayed stuck in my head as I've thought about it.

In Psychology or truly called Directed Studies, the class had a pretty awesome and spirited sub. Of course she mentioned a title of a book that is purely awesome "Mistakes Were Made, but Not By Me" whoosh, just think about that. Training from day one has taught us some consequences are bad and taking responsibility seems to be one of those. It is far too easy to put things off and put them on other people, its a nasty word called; BLAME. We love it, makes our lives so much easier and puts our minds at rest. The more lies you tell yourself the more you believe your lies. No matter how small or insignificant we blame others.

The 3% club (amazing huh? now its a club). Is the 3% of the entire population who take responsibility for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING that happens to them. They are also supposedly the most successful people in this world. Think about that, as anything that happens to you it is your responsibility, no blame on anyone or anything else. The power that you give yourself is insane. I hope not to explain it but for you to think it out and understand it.

It Is Ten O Clock

on a monday august twenty ninth and im in directed studies with whitlock and done with all the homework i can currently do. and im frustrated because i still have much to do tonight and i cant do any special characters or captilize when i blog on my phone. at least i can blog on my phone. i dont know what to blog about because i currently feel like a dipwod for either no reason or for reasons not telling. either way if your upset or mad at me then im sorry and you know who you are. and if you think its you while your reading this then your wrong. either way im sorry or im not sorry or there is no reason to be sorry. so if you get it you get it if you dont you dont.

in other news ive been thinking about follower shout outs which i do from time to time and i havent done ine for abi who has to deal with this crappy looking post. real considerate guy arent i? but its been bugging me that i havent got it done yet and this down time seems to be a good time to do it. so nice words are nice words no matter how crappy they look. i mean lets be honest i dont enlarge text, highlight words and make things look pretty anyway.

so shoutout to abi. they start weird and get nice i think.

i was going to make a rap but i had too much to say. or it just sucked i dono.

for the longest time i thought your blog title was elepanies, it kind of sounds like elephant panties. that is rather insane of me to think your blog title was elepanies, i was just lazy and never really looked close enough.

abi is extremely nice and even though sometimes i get confused by what the heck she is talking about when she talks to me. she is just nice

she use to always say hi to me last year when i didnt know many kids in my adult roles class. of which i now know what the roles of an adult are and can be an adult if i so choose to be one.

so just know abi is really nice and crazy and thats that.

Ahhhhhh

So my blog always seems to have troubles of one sort or another. Remember when I had to use bullets to space things out? I do, but now it seems to me that I cannon comment on my own posts. I don't know whats wrong and why it is being so dumb but I am terribly sorry and fed up that I always have wacked out problems. I would much rather have to use bullets then not be able to comment back.... Oh well I have other things to talk about real quick today.

Media needs to stay out of court cases I've decided. After reading just a few articles, watching a few videos, and reading a lot of article headings of the Casey Anthony trial, the media needs to stay out. Now from what I've read the story is pretty sad and messed up put simply but we've created a judical system that we love to brag about and think is so great. And yet when a verdict is reach that we disagree with, when all we are reading is the MEDIA's account of it all, rather then actually being there we have a break down. What I'm specifically talking about is the fact that now Casey Anthony and the jury are in fear of people, thank goodness the jury did what they thought was right rather then let the voice of the many, who know very little convince them of what is right and wrong. No one should have to be in fear after they are said to be "not guilty", So it is my opinon and my hope that one day the media is out of court cases and once decisions are made that is the end of that unless new evidence is presented. Of course with double jepordady new evidence against Anthony really means squat in this case but you get my point. So I am willing to put aside my snobish, nosey, wanting information American self to see people have some peace in their lives.